What do you know? you know nothing.

the days are beginning to all feel the same.

Dear journal,
I promise never to forget about you again.

I always seem to remember I have a journal when I'm depressed or in a funk. Right now is one of those times :(

My life's going in a million places and I can't settle on one.

Work still sucks and the problems just keep piling on my plate, when am I going to get a break?

I feel like I need a big change in my life. I'm no longer happy, I am constantly sad, and even smiling feels harder to do lately.
In my relationship lately I feel like I'm being put on the backburner, and I know I shudnt feel that way, but I do. I do so much and get so little.
The only thing that sets any sadness away is closing my eyes and imagining that my life is something other than what it really is.

that I don't belong where I am and that I need to be somewhere else.
I've felt like this for ten years of my life.